My dear friend how I've missed you.
Where have you been?
Hiding in the shadows waiting possibly.
How long has it been since I've felt
Your cold touch.
Spreading from deep within my soul.
Embracing me so tight it almost hurts.
The only hurt I can feel comes from you,
My dear.
Yet, I cannot recall why I love you so dearly.
Smiles fade and tenderness is gone.
Why are you so special,
Why do you almost
Make me feel good,
And whole?
My sweet,
How do you control me so?
No sleep
No food
No peace
Nor sense of happiness…
Yet you give me all that I need.
How does that work?
Will you leave me again,
Tormenting my soul.
Hating you for being gone.
While loving every moment of it.
Yet I know when you return,
I’ll feel just the same.
So love,
When will you leave to hurt me?
When will you come back
To do the same?